Yea, IDK

I haven’t felt like talking much lately and since I don’t really have a “fan base” holding me accountable I’ve allowed gaps in my posts. Mostly, I’m just not sure how I feel right now. I care, but I don’t care; I’m lonely, but I want to be alone; I want to do stuff, but I’m too tired to do stuff. I’m kind of just existing at the moment. Yesterday I was so tired I just didn’t go to work and got in trouble 😬. But that’s where I’m at today.